The day I re-dedicated to God
I have been pondering for quite a while about accepting the Lord, and going through the salvation and the sinner's prayer. Somehow, instead of me seeking the Lord, the Lord is seeking for me constantly...
I've found a cross in the washroom, where there's people are constantly walking in and out every minute. A cross in pure gold, with diamonds forming the shape of the cross. It's lovely, who doesn't want it when they found one?
On boxing day carnival, a lady in the prayer's room walked towards me, "God have a message for you, two words, 'Seek me'." it's all she told me. Strange, isn't it?
One week later, I received two invitation to attend the Alpha dinner, which is for the pre-believers. Two churches, under the same denomination, with invitation extended out from different sources.
Could all these be of coincidence? I doubt of.
At the time, i had an arguement with my sister, Rachel. We didn't talk to each other from then on, I felt sad, I prayed to the Lord, "Lord, help me to reconcile with my sister". I don't know how, for both of us are way too angry to give in to each other. I forgot about it, didn't do anything about it.
Subsequently, I attended the Alpha dinner, and guess what!
I met my sister at the 500-seater Alpha dinner, where it's quite impossible to meet anyone there. She's sitting right behind me. I'm surprised, sort of caught off guard by the Lord =) We reconcile on that very night. God is good, all the time, God give surprises.
Later on, my sister, Patricia took me through the sinner's prayer on Easter. It's a significant event, for no one, even Patricia, knows that I actually got up to confess my sins, and re-dedicated my life to the Lord. They're, of course, happy for me.
It's the beginning of my relationship with the Lord. A new beginning of my life.